For The Readers Who Believe They Can
Take my heart and break it
It troubles me all day
Thinks about you all the time
What more is there to say?
Take my heart and break it
Easier for you than me
I would have done it myself
But I’m too weak you see
Take my heart and break it
As hard as you possibly can
Shatter it into pieces so that
It never repairs itself again
Take my heart and break it
It has only known unease
Time is ripe to end it now
Would you do the honours please?
Why don’t you send me a text?
Or call me on my phone?
Without you I am nothing
Without you I’m all alone
You know I am too weak
Too scared to break the wall
But if I were to hear your voice
I’d pass right through it all
I’m waiting for a signal
Waiting for a sign
Just send me a simple ‘Hello’
Oh I’d feel so fine
Now I know my purpose
The reason for my birth
Oh I had to lose you
To understand your worth
Just tell me nothing’s changed
That you still feel the same
Oh my ears are dying
To hear you say my name
I’d leave the world for you
We’ll make a whole new start
Just tell me if there is still
A little love left in your heart
Let my heart cry a little tonight
Let my eyes be wet
Let my soul emit more light
So I can forget
My heart is still so very young
But it feels so old
Words that flew off from my tongue
Should never have been told
Make my heart more complicate
Then there’ll be nothing new
Like my lungs that suffocate
Coloured in poison-blue
Let my heart cry a little tonight
To help me ease my pain
Hoping the tears of this night
Shall never come back again
Don’t fire your arrows at me
Don’t pierce my soul this way
Don’t make me bleed anymore now
My heart is in decay
I don’t consider it a battle
You make it seem a war
I have never held a weapon
Or fought someone before
I was thrown in this arena
I wasn’t meant to be here
This excruciating pain
Doesn’t disappear
I surrender to your might
No longer I can compete
I have to bleed myself out
And swallow this defeat
Crush me once and for all
Show me not your sympathy
Bury me cold, alive but
Don’t fire your arrows at me
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