…I was walking towards son’s grave.
But as I was getting nearer, I saw him on top of his grave playing, wearing his white sando, tucked- in with his short jeans…with a very angelic face, shining so bright…sooo bright…smiling at me and looking at me..
I cried so hard..it was unimaginable pain in my heart..with uttering the words “I’m sorry”,…Im sorry for leaving you, I should have hugged and wrapped you with my arms everyday…i kept on repeating those words in that dream.
Until now,…as I thought of that nightmare…I can still feel the pain..The pain of a mother loosing a son, without seeing him for years..Oh God!
On that dream, I saw myself crying so hard until I lost my voice and got unconscious…that was the time I was awakened and found myself in reality really crying and my heart drumming so hard!
They say that dreams are opposite of reality.
I hope so, because I can’t really say where to get enough strength for this if it’s real.
Folks said that when you’re having a bad dream, utter a prayer and try your best to at least move your toes or fingers just to wake yourself up!
God is good, and I think my guardian angel woke me up.
As I tried to search on net about meaning of death in a dream..
Mr. Google gave me prompt answer:
According to Sumber, dreams about death often indicate “the symbolic ending of something, whether that’s a phase, a job or a relationship.” He suggests that a dream about death can also indicate attempts to resolve anxiety or anger directed toward the self….
I believe in God Who is in control of everything..!