Happy Birthday Buddy and Thanks for the Frienship

Dear Buddy,

Kung namimiss kita at gusto kitang makita, sisilipin ko na lang mga pictures natin, aalalahanin ko mga good memories, the first time your number appeared to my phone…reminding me of our very early schedule to Baguio na we’ll be leaving at 4am and I replied you unprofessionally yung tipong feeling close???. hahaha:) The moments were together, ang kalokohan, simpleng bagay na pinagtatawanan,  sharing of job experiences, the flowers, the ampalaya, the pine trees, mga kabaklushang term, pang aazar, pambubully , your personal photographer kahit di talaga ako marunong, ang tawagin mong yaya, your smile, your voice…those were memories na unlimited kong babalik balikan.

Sabi nila, araw araw sabihin mo ang mga katagang  “i love you” sa taong mahal mo kasi baka di natin alam wala na palang panahon para sabihin ito at biglang mawala. Yup, many times I missed the opportunity to utter theses words to you personally.   At  isa din talaga sa mga paborito kong quotes ang “everything happens for reason”…maraming beses ko na din yang narealize at napatunayan.  Pero sa ngayon..di ko pa alam whatever the reason is bakit pa kita nakilala at nakapasok ka sa puso ko ng hindi ko nababantayan.  Hindi ko talaga sinasadyang mabaliw at matawag mong luka luka.  Siguro dahil totoong naging masaya ako sayo kahit sa kaunting sandali.  Or maybe because sayo ko hinayaang lumambot ang puso kong puno ng galit at hinanakit.  God gave me the chance to experience the beauty of love. Thanks to Sir T. for putting you in that position at least nakilala kita.  I will not blame you if you’ll keep on ignoring me.  I’ll try my best to move on and act normally when you’re around.  O kaya naman sana di na lang kita makita ulit, baka himatayin nako sa nerbiyos.

Ewan ko ba. Hoy bakla ha! Pasalamat ka nagustuhan kita noh..ewan ko ba bakit sa katulad mo pa.  Oo na. Isa lang akong alamat, baliw, luka-luka pero di ko palalampasin ang pagkakataong sabihin to sayo.   Haaaaaayyy Nakuuuuu…Natamaan ata ako ng mga pick up lines ko. Paano nga ba kita kalilimutan…ano bang ginawa mo sakin? Was it the coffee u offered to me while waiting to our driver to Baguio? hehe…

Oh sya sya, ngayon may karapatan ka nang sungitan ako, wag pansinin at dedmahin na lang. Gustong gusto na nga kitang yakapin the last time I saw you..ang nakakainis lang talaga..when you’re around kumikilos ang katawan ko nang hiwalay sa utak ko haha!! Di bale, pag talagang miss na miss na miss na kita, can I just knock on your door and give you some hugs? 😛 😛

So sorry. And thank you really for all, for the memories, thank you for the friendship.

Happy happy Birthday! Ibubulong ko na lang kay Lord my wishes ko for you.

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Those were my email sent to you. I was not able to sleep thinking of whether say those words or not.  And finally, it came to my mind to just say it.  Whether you’ll read these or not…at least i have no regrets hehe. Hope to see you someday..somehow..and when that time comes, hoping also that Im ok na. Let it go! let it go!
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